Going into my second week of a 15 week program and I'm already wishing that it was over and done with. I'm not sure why but ever since I started this program I havent felt quite like myself.
I think a large part of this feeling is caused by the drastic changes I've made to my everyday life. Due to being a fulltime student I'm no longer able to make money for myself, I cant go out and enjoy doing the things I like to do. Going to the gym, random meals/surprises for Maggie, buying little things for myself etc.
Another thing that really pains me is that my time with Maggie has significantly been cut down due to such an early start in the morning. Our 11pm weeknights together have now been cut down to 9pm, and I have to be asleep by 1030-11pm just to get enough sleep in. =( BCIT really needs to rethink their strategies. They stress over and over, to take care of yourself while you're a student there, however they start at ridiculous hours and assign insane amounts of homework. *Insert what the fuck face here*
I'm worried that our time together will be cut down so much that I only see her once a week, if that. I know its inevitable as it seems ABET doesnt really allow for a social life, but for now I'd like to spend as much time with her as possible.
I guess the only plus side is that the time will go faster than I think, and before I know it, I'll be looking for a fulltime job again. June 2014 cant come any sooner
